Take Two

For those of you who have been with me since the very beginning (or you were semi-close to me 3 years ago), I tried this blog thing and it failed miserably. And that was my bad, because my dumb ass thought/ listened to my parents that writing and managing a blog was a great idea in addition to the 4 AP packets that I had to complete that summer before my junior year. So I’m back at it again trying to write a series of somewhat cohesive posts about my life in struggle city. And I’m slightly more discouraged this go-around because I received an A- (AKA an Asian F) in my first college writing course after winning the freakin 4 year English award in high school. So, sorry in advance for bad syntax and diction because I decided that I would take advantage of my innate mathematical abilities in college (had to include those fancy words in case my high school English teacher reads this).

What stopped me from writing more than 4 posts on my first shitty attempt at a blog was my lack of time. Circumstances have drastically changed this summer allowing me just the slightest bit more time than usual, hence the reason for attempting this blog again. About a week ago I tore my ACL and broke my heart and spirit at the same time. My world fell off its axis and was tumbling into a dark hole. I need some kind of release from this whole shit show of a situation, and this is my half-hearted attempt at that release. And I say half-hearted because I’m not exactly sure what I’m going to get out of this, but I don’t think doing this will make it any worse. So this blog is to serve the purpose of documenting my surgery and recovery, my anxiety, and my life for the next couple months being sidelined. If you have absolutely no idea of who I am or what the hell I’m talking about, hopefully you’ll continue to get to know me as I post on this thing over the next couple months. But if you don’t want to read all of my bullshit, totally get it, I wouldn’t either. This is more for me anyways as I try to keep my sanity of not being on a field this summer.